She's sad... sad to find out that I slept at 4am... It's not like I had a choice, but she's sad..... Me? I understand.... because if it happened to her, I'll probably be upset..... But the difference is, when she's upset, she'll dun wan to talk to me.... I will probably scold her, maybe ask her to rest more.. Make sure she sleep earlier tonight.....
She called me in the morning, at exactly the time I wanted to call her. I was looking for my phone, when my phone rang. Felt sweet straightaway.... was smiling when answering he phone.... Should I have lied to her about my sleeping time? I dun want to lie to her.....
I know I'm not obedient to sleep at 4am. But I also didn't like it that I have to sleep so late. But the fact that I do not want to be the cause of slowing down a job process. It was already behind schedule when I discuss the strategy with my teammate. It started at after 10pm. I had to wait for my teammate to reach home. He's the talkative type. Very talkative type, and the worse part is we don't always see eye to eye. Hence have to settle the conflict. I began writing the report just as when I was still talking to him. Having to multi-task, just so I could finish it as fast as possible.
I just felt responsible to do it because I had been doing it for the whole semester already. Hence I had to do it. The project needed to be handed in by Sunday midnight. So I had to finish on Sat night, so I can send it to the person who help to generate the team's game file to submit to the lecturer.
It would have ended previous night, the discussion, if the lecturer was not so forgetful. Only send the important memo regarding the game only on yesterday morning....
Haiz... like the god is playing trick with me..... trying to ruin our relationship somehow when it's too good....
