Yes... Her life does seems perfect doesn't it.... The life she dream of... Only me have to make changes, she dun need do anything... Everything is just so easy for her... That's how she always wants it....
Why dun she consider my kind of life, we build everything together... Doing business together... When we're free we take off together.... We're free to go anywhere as long as our business can function itself... Eat together, sleep together, travel together, even work together. I'm not like my parents... I do not see the need of having to do everything by urself.... I believe in a good human resource management.... I just want to own businesses... Manage staffs, look for suppliers... Look for business opportunities... I'm not the type to sit in office whole day and bore myself... Invest in long term shares... Invest in malaysia, in Singapore, vietnam, taiwan... Everywhere.... We could travel from place to place.... Occasionally drop by singapore to visit her parents, visit my relatives. Happy happy we just blocked out a few dates for breaks.... Could travel together... If we have kids, i'll probably let her stay home to rest and maybe play with the kids... I'll come home every night to her... Unless required to go overseas for trip... Yes... It might sound like bullshit dreaming... But y not?
Dun tell me after our marriage, she still want to stay with her parents?.... That I'd nv agree to it.... I dun mind if ah wei wants to stay with us, for her peace of mind... if I could afford, I would even employ a nurse for him to take care of him..... By then he'd be a big boy....
Maybe I'm just dreaming.... But 1 thing is for sure, and I always believe..... Behind a successful man there's always a woman.... N I hope that she's that woman....
Haiz... My hopes may be not possible le.... She doesn't want to talk.... For LDR, trust is key. Communication is also vital..... We don't see each other much like normal couple le..... Now no talk... I wonder if we last.... I really wonder....
Anw... I gave her the address to this blog le... Its 1 month earlier than plan.... But still like planned, I won't hide anything, any feeling I have of her from here.... This place contain my feelings.. My thoughts... My dreams and my memories..... Really wish I dun have to end writing this.... No point to continue rite? If she's out of my life....
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