A lonely weekend..... I think the old me of 10 years ago came back..... the one who can't do things alone..... I seem to have problems with going out alone... dunno is out of laziness or out of not feeling like... hopefully the prior....
She's been alone too... I know... But she seem to be getting on really fine without me.... I really begin to wonder...
It seemed my weekend was just sleep, eat, work, and think of her..... actually so are my weekdays.... seems really lonely....
Oh... and I haven't been eating well for the whole week.. and my weight is dropping little by little daily.... seems worrying... I tried to eat all the things I felt like eating, but to no avail.... I just dun seem to feel like eating anything..... Haven't told her about it.... Cos our conversations are all so short..... getting frustrated with my body...
