Saturday afternoon, was feeling giddy and not in the mood for food. Muscle aching all over. Now feeling slightly better. Will be discharge on monday.
Have plenty of time to think things over. Was thinking of the time when she told me how much she wanted to come to Thailand should dbs needs to send staff overseas... Was thinking how she wanted to take thai classes then. All for me. Stupid me has to think so much... Not wanting her to do all the sacrifices.... I rejected her... Now I begin to regret.... Now that she do not want to live in thailand.... What does all these suppose to tell me?
I wanted to be easy and able to pack my bag and leave for singapore.... But I just can't...
What does all these going to mean for us? I dunno, but I jus hope we survive this crisis.....
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