Dunno good or no good.... She locked me out of it in the 1st place.... I certainly hope she dun lock me out of it again.... The impact would be worse off.... The feeling of betrayal and mistrust would make it so strong..... It would make me totally lose interest in her blog...
After reading her past entry, I feel so sad.... Dunno y so sad.... Like she blog normal, not saying anything bad abt me.... Her entry on me are mostly sad things... The only good things she could say abt me were abt 10 lines long..... Its not even as long as the blog she posted for other ppl.... And the worst part is her happy moments were just about her teambuilding..... And some moments she was alone or traveling..... Those were all more interesting, more entertaining and makes her more happy than yours truly did.... if she dun really blog abt me, then y block me out in the 1st place!!!!?????
I write long blogs.... I wasn't free.... I had to study for exams, sleep late at night, blog only when I have thoughts on my mind which are mostly sleepless nights... Just like tonite....
Is she losing interest and her romance in me? Does she want to rmb me as the man who upsets her most days? The guy who made her cry? Or the guy who played mahjong with her? I dunno.... Just felt my importance are only in her words... When she tells me.... Other than that, I really dunno le.... Only she knows best....
But nonetheless... Had my access back to her life... But I wished she didn't jus give me cos I gave her mine.... Not business card.. Required trading.... I really hope she dun lock me out again.....
If possible, i'll want to ask her another question... After she made her blog private... Who did she invite to read her blog?
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