Sad body

Today working late into the night again... So busy with work till I dun think I'll b free for this whole week, maybe except sunday. Discussion ended at 8+ pm without dinner just now..... Was hungry to the max, hand shaking... Oh, but this was not the problem... As I need to eat near home, so I can take medicine which is at home, not becos that I forgot the medicine, but becos I dun need to take any medicine for lunch... But becos so hungry, so decided to take a sandwich 1st to cure my hunger. That's when the problem comes...... The problem is that my appetite problem caused by my sickness the last time was so bad, that I felt full and have no wished to eat after I ate the sandwich.... So I do not have a proper dinner.... But buy another burger to eat so that I can eat medicine.... Its not that I can't eat, but I jus dun feel like eating... The feeling is sickening.... Quite sad.... Dinner ytd, burger + soup. Dinner today, sandwich + burger.... Different burger though, ytd's is a better, bigger burger bought in chester grill.... Today's burger is burger bun+patty, smaller size bought from convenience store..... Os can't eat much.... It felt like I would vomit if I eat more... But I scared medicine might harm stomach, cos need to take 2 large pills of the same type and it has to be after food..
Brain overload today too... Class since 9.30 to 12.30, lunch, project meeting for marketing game, 2pm class, till 5, then project discussion till 8.... Now taking a break.... Maybe will have to write a report for marketing game later too, and if time allows, i'll read my marketing case for another project....

And oh! My marketing research midterm paper, I scored a 90/103!!! Top score was an impossible 96... But I ranked 4th! Hehehe... Quite a surprise, cos I wasn't sure of the essays question at all.... And I manage to score a 40 point out of 49 points! Must be lecturer blur or something... But no answer is gone through in class, so I dunno. Anw, its not an easy paper becos the lowest scores ranged from 45 - 50+... U'd get a C for 70 points. And about 15 ppl in class are below C. The worst part is if you're a marketing major, you need at least a C to pass this course. Not to mention that the paper is already 60% of the weightage liao... Madness!

Oh yeah... Since this blog is abt us, how could I be jus writing about myself? Today she woke up early again... Or maybe she jus dun wan to answer the call. I dunno which, but its not the point... The point is that I couldn't go back to sleep like I normally do... My heart was racing with questions like whether she'd slept enough. Or did she not sleep at all becos of our differences...... So I ended waking up, send her email to ask whether she slept well and prepare for my day.... The point is, I was really worried so worried that I can't sleep even when I normally would sleep through that time for at least another 15-30 minutes...
A little disappointed that she nv called me in the morning, I wondered when she'll call me. Only to find out that she needed some time to herself. After reminding her to eat lunch and teabreak and asked her abt her report progress... I understood, and didn't bother her again for today.... I guess I could forget abt updating her anything thru email le....

I'm not angry... I totally understand.. I had moments where I need to be alone too.... But I dun wan our relationship to breakdown le.... And since we already dun c each other much le, if we dun communicate, we'd be really bad.. I think.. But I think the blog is a good communicating tools which nv came to my mind b4 I gave her the address... Blog is really great...

Really hope she's doing jus as well as me, but hopefully not as tired.... Omg.. This entry is so long... Look at the time already... Guess i'll b putting my work for later..... Forgot that writing blog is using brain too.... Burnout liao... Think leave my other work for tmr.... I shall go n sleep soon... After my bathe....
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