I tried to be friendly. I played with Kemp. It felt like she only wanted me to be there to entertain Kemp. She was cold, and awkward. She seems to want to have nothing to do with me. All she did was take the things, then asked Kemp to say Thank you.
Her things didn't come easy. I really tried hard to get them. On the day b4 I come, I woke up earlier than usual just to buy her stuffs before going to university to present. Couldn't get the sausage. Presentation starts at 2.30 pm. My team got the 6 o'clock slot. I knew if I buy after presentation the market would surely be closed. So I drove from university to the market, just to get her sausage, then drove back to the university.
Those things are heavy. I carried them till my hands shake, but not a thank you. Nothing. Let her carry to the kitchen in the hope that she understood what I went through. Nothing.
Her mom got me a drink. She only helped me throw the straw wrapper, offer me to use toilet. I felt all my efforts are bulshit.... Total Bullshit... She just flushed them away...
