I want to say yes.. Really tempted to.... But I very scared..... Really very scared of being on the losing end.... I think.... and I think.... Yet... I still unsure....
Nv thought that I hurt her in the process.... I'm sorry for that.... But seriously.... I really felt that way.... Just like how u felt when I dun message u..... Yours is probably a few hours... a few days.... Mine had been throughout the relationship.... I dun hate u for this.... nor do I love u any less.... I tell myself that ur happiness worth more than mine.... Appreciate what little things u do..... Sometime I think whether I have to get sick more to get your attention.... but I guess I would only make u more tired if I do get sick often...
Anw, I needed some sort of a sign.... from whoever... where ever.... whatsoever.... I need to know this is not another illusion just like the new year day..... The one dirty things got into her.... I very scared that she's doing this because she now having another problem in the family.... or just because I'm going back to Singapore.... Or even worst... out of sympathy..... Give me a sign please....
