Managed to call her last final time. Thank you for answering my call. Sorry for doing things my way. I couldn't let go. I didn't even wanted to try to let go. I was desperate, and the only way I thought was fair was my way. Fair to me, fair to her family. Since they are also part of the reason we ended, I wanted to find out their views.
I pray hard that she would not regret her choice. I seriously cannot stand another round of this. 被甩的感觉很痛苦, 尤其是听到了“不是你的错”, 可是我还是被甩了.
Today is 22/2. I would only cry for only today. Tomorrow I would be a new man. 22/2 would be the last time I cry for anybody else, any other girl. I would be cruel. I would not compromise. I need to be firm. I need to protect myself.
