V.day. She took half day off to bring Kemp and me to Sentosa. Kemp currently is transformer crazy. He wantedto go to USS to see transformer and ride transformer rides. So I agreed to go USS, even though XF was planning to take me there the next day. She knew about it.
We enjoyed ourselves nonetheless. Found that Kemp, just like me, is afraid of taking rides. I think he had a worse case than mine. But all in all, just like me.
We took plenty of rides, but also skipped plenty of rides as Kemp cannot really stand the rides. He very scared. At one time, towards almost the end of the day, she was tired. So I wanted to hold her hand. I grabbed it, but she let it go. At that moment, I felt disgusted with myself. I couldn't feel disgusted more than that le. The feeling was beyond words can describe.
Now I know that the ball's not on my court le. She has the say. She has the say in breaking up, she has the say in patching up, and she has the say in not patching up now. I am just an extra.