Went to her home to say goodbye to her parents and Kemp. It was a short stay. I told them that I would be back to see them.
She blocked my number le. Tried to msg her. Not sure if she can receive. Not sure whether she can receive. Wanted to meet her for a last lunch, to rewrite our last meeting. Wanted to make it a last one instead of the one where we quarreled. But I dun think she's able to see my msg. Not sure even if she would see my msg when she unblock my phone number. Heartbreaking. I nv thought in my whole life there would be this person who would hate me so much until they would block my phone number. Whatever will be will be.
I wish her all the best. I am so hurt right now, I am really afraid to go into another relationship. I cannot afford to be hurt again. I dunnoe how long it will take me to heal. It took her 3 years the last time. With many suitors. Me, with no suitors, would probably only make it when I have enough courage to go for a new relationship. But really scared. It really burned me bad this time. Dun want to play with fire anymore. =(
