22 February 2012

20/02/2012

Went to her place to entertain Kemp. Actually to kill time too. 2 more days before I leave Singapore, I wanted to see her family, talk to her parents, and assure them that they would see me again. I cannot just leave them after they had tried to help me talk to her. I walked Kemp to his English class, while making sure he can ace his spelling. Afterward I talked to her parents for a while.

Her dad was pretty sad. He got shot back by her. Something I expected that it may happen, a reason I told uncle to not talk to her. He tell me to move on. Tell me I would be welcome back to his home anytime. A gesture I am deeply touched by. Tell me he'd be happy and would welcome me to his home even if I brought a new girlfriend along for him to see. Tell me to get over her because it's not worth it.

Where would I find someone else who would love me the way she did? Not caring my financial status, nor my looks? Truly loved me and travelled to find me so many times. Booked the latest flight home each time she comes just so she could spend a couple of hours more with me, even though it would mean that she'd reached home at 2-3am, and have to wake up to work the next day.

I left her home at 6pm. Wanted to wait for her to see another glimpse of her. I soon had a thinking. I wanted to talk to her. I dun want our relationship to end like that, not clear, and with a quarrel, me losing temper and walking out on her. I decided to walk to Chinese Garden MRT to wait for her.

As heaven would have it, we walked past each other at Chinese Garden MRT. I saw her. She should have had seen me as she was trying to use her umbrella to cover her face, in the hope that I don't see her.... I was disappointed.... I wanted to run to her and hug her.... But I couldn't.... She had no wish to see me.. nor does she wish me to see her... it was a very short 5 seconds, but it lasted forever for me. I respect her decision.. Allowed her to walk past me.....