I need to forget the pain..... I need to forget them to really fall for her again.... Pain is a huge barrier....
All I feel from her 2 confrontations, are just efforts to hurry things up.... the 1st was about me not telling her my love language..... the 2nd one this morning.... it feels like she dun want to waste time anymore... If I am truthful about my feling for her.... If is there still hope... If there's little hope, would she try? Or would she only try if there's more than 80% chance? I dunno the percentage myself.... All in all, it feels like she wanted to rush this....
She took 3 years to forget a man.... She expect me to do this within 17 days?.... Even after she forget him, can she go back to him? very difficult..... Yes, what I am doing now is also very difficult.... The role had been reversed on this one.... I am u, and u are chris... 爱一个人不难，原谅一个你爱的人也很简单。难的是再去相信这段恋情还能结果。跟难的是刚从地狱出来的人，要怎么让他相信地狱已经改变了，要怎么说服他再走回去地狱的那条路呢？
帮帮忙。让我相信我走回去的不是地狱。让我看到改变。让我再相信。不是只是催促我回地狱。
