I've been pretty happy these few days.... The thought of us getting back together please me a lot.... But I am afraid..... I am afraid it would not last.... So very afraid.... I feel like I do not dare to do as much as last time le...
Anw, getting more and more ineffective at work recently.... I could barely sit down and do my stuffs on hand which is already on hand for more than a week... I blame it on the busy schedule..... I have to go out most days..... But in reality, I know I am getting lazy.... Actually not lazy... but losing focus.... = (
