I would have been thrilled at such little things before all these.... Today, I just feel.... weird.... I wanted to be nice, and replied her nicely, but..... I dunno y, I couldn't think of things I wanted to say.... or things that I wanted her to hear from me.... couldn't think of any....
I was outside with mom... what promised to be a family outing for my family and aunt doris's family to the flea market, did not turn out well.. Nobody wanted to go.. Mommy needed to buy things for workers.... I decided to go, so as to show my effort for making changes.... for wanting to provide to the workers.... I went... I drove, even though I am very tired myself....
I saw her msg, but I really dunno what to reply... really dunno.... felt like dun reply.... but I know she wouldn't like it.... I replied anyway.... Replied loads of rubbish..... straight to the point.... True enough, she was waiting for my reply..... It maybe too late...
