I got a message from +6590125750... Its a number I tried to forget... I removed it from my phone book, so as to make it easier.... Yet the number appeared yet again.... On one hand really happy.... I am really happy that she messaged me.... Really happy.... But at the same time, there's fear going through my head.... it was like "Oh no... what does she want from me again... Please.. I'm trying to forget you.. dun make me do stupid things again....." I replied.... couldn't send through... So I called to see if she still blocking my number... It went through... Y did I call when I hesitated to reply... y did I call....
She kept telling me to stop contacting her parents.... she only thinks that I only got to her parents so that I would make them feel bad because of her.... I really dun understand how her logic works... does the world rotates the direction she wants it to rotate? Does she think she control the rain and the weather and every other things on the planet? Does she think its really great to cry in front of people??? any people??? and the people you know??? MEN???? Seriously... I am tired and I do not want to explain myself anymore... I am numb to pains.... Whatever she really thinks of me doesn't matter, and doesn't hurt me.... Willfully doing things the way she wanted.... Dun care what other ppl say or think... Becomes my fault....... whatever la.....
Want to talk.... talk ba.... I won't believe a word u say le.... I won't..... No more pain for me... No more....
Reason for not talking now... its because she have to work tomorrow.... I'm still working.... I also had to work tomorrow... She wanted to talk on Friday or Sat night.... I have to work on Saturday and Sunday too..... then who would accommodate me???? I hope I dun waste my time....
