its been half a month since I left Singapore.... Half a month passed my most miserable 2 weeks... Exactly 1 month after my suicidal decision to go back.... exactly 2 months after breakup..... I've gone through 1.5 months of misery...... Actually more than that.... Official misery starts since end October....
She wanted to talk to me after all these time..... When I tried to talk to her, she avoided me... When she talked to me, she just wanted to end them early..... I dunno what tomorrow night would be like... I really scared.... it feels like the time I going for my Roller Coaster ride in USS..... exactly the same feeling.... But I know it had to be done...
