Whole day resting.... Sleep a lot.... Read in between sleep.....
Words of appreciation.....
I am touched, and thankful, everytime u seem to make an effort for me. Be it u take leave, fly to thailand to come see me... Be it u spend time to help me research on my gout problems... Be it the gifts u gave me... The clothes u bought me, I know its not easy to get those... I shop for my own clothes, and I find it difficult... I'm sorry I overlooked some of ur efforts. Reading a book to fix our relationship may be a good option afterall, I'm sorry I didn't listen...
I know that u r filial from the way u treat ur parents. I know I shouldn't force u to treat my parents kind. But I just want to see some of those filial piety rub off on my parents too. I know u can do it, if u try. My parents are not that bad once u get to know them. Although sometimes u may hear me hating them, but most of the time they aren't that bad.
Ever since I got to know u and Kemp, I feel that u r kind, gentle, and loving. I had Dreamt of u mothering our children. I dun just see u as my GF, but I see u as my children's mom. U have a natural motherly traits that I envisioned to be one of the best. Very much I wished that ur children would be my children, and not some other lucky man. To have u said that u dun want to have ur own family not only dashed my dream, but also made me feel kind of wasted that ur strength would not be utilized. Made me really disappointed.
I'm truly in love with u.... Its the only reason I go through those countless humiliations and torments for such a long time.... I prayed really hard u would come back to me.... But alas, I couldn't withstand the sight of u avoiding me... I could still remember ur face under the umbrella.... That scene where u walked past me at the mrt keep replaying on my mind.... Its still cutting my heart till this very day....
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