whether she had got over me.... Dun think she played Mahjong, or go KTV as often le.... Actually she dun do them le... Unlike her previous guy, she took 2.5 years to get over, she took only 4 days to get over me... right?... I just found out that... I called her in the morning when my alarm sounded.... Why.... Why am I so useless.... I can't just let go....
Yes its true that I used to use break up to threaten her during quarrels.... but still, its just a threat... its just that when she hear those words, she would start to care about me... Only then do I feel like I'm important... Now I feel like I don't matter to anyone... Not a religious person... but then... Oh god.. give me the strength to get pass this event... I dun want the far far away place my mom heard from the fortune teller to be death... pls god...
