29 January 2012

She called me a stalker...

I've become a stalker..... It's fucking painful.... it fucking hurts...

When we're a couple, she complained that I dun care her enough....
When she dun love me anymore, whatever care i give her is stalking... whatever details i wanted to find out becomes stalking....
I'm utterly disappointed.... Was about to tell her about my trip to Singapore... I wanted to meet her.... Now, I'm a stalker.... I dunno how to ask her...
I hope she would find her happiness..... I will stay out of her life....
Now I know how much she loved me.... I was just really a tool....
I suspected it long ago.... So it was real... Every part of it.... She hate lies... but she lies to me..... about loving me.....
She lied to me all the while.....

被骗了。。。老实人总是被骗。。。我讨厌你。。。不应该是我求你。。。应该是你求我。。。不值得我每次的委屈。。。听说眼瞎了就没有眼泪。。。

what makes a man apologize no matter who was wrong?

I now know that I surely love you more than you love me..... If you'd chose me, you'd be happy I'm sure.... Now that you gave me up, it's your loss... not mine... I'm not gonna be happy anyway...

My next GF will not be someone like you.... Not you.... Not you....

I would remember today... The day I'm called a stalker... IF I don't like you, I won't care what you do... I won't care what happen to you.... You may die, and I don't care... Fuck YOU!!!! for calling me a stalker... act like bitch.... U never change during our relationship.... But you became another person after break up... If its just an act to get me out of your life, U succeeded.... I still have pride... I still have dignity... Friends do not hurt another friend's pride nor dignity...