She's a strong woman... She has lots of responsibility... Wanted to share her burden.. Yet scared...

I know myself, I am lazy... But it just hurts me to see her in so much trouble.... Yet.. I'm afraid for how long can I stand to share her burden with her??? Would I be doing more for the rewards with her? or do it out of love for her and her parents.....

I am a very realistic.... a realist... I know from being together with her.... It seems like once I dun feel like I'm being rewarded in any way, I feel very tired of doing things for a person... Just a little appreciation would set me off.... But I am very blunt.. I cannot feel appreciation if its not done with action or words..

Yet on the other hand, I pains me to see her in a fix which I can't help... it's just sad....