Much easier once I know the true reason behind our break up. I initially thought of this. But She told me that she'd accept my proposition a few days before our break ups. I guess she also couldn't let go. I finally got a satisfactory answer. I know we cannot force one another. I respect her decision. If only she had been clear since the beginning of the break ups, I wouldn't have to resort to approach her friends and everything.
My happiness, she doesn't want to be any part of it. Neither does she includes me in hers, even if I am willing to make changes and adapt for her. Fantasy is over. Just another fictitious story.