Really The end.... Our relationship ended.... Reason being, she didn't really love me anymore... It takes quite a long time for her to notice.... I was convinced.. long ago.. but she always has an excuse for it....
She didn't want to give up because of the fear of efforts going down the drain.... Me? I think I still love her.... Although not very sure.... I can't explain my behavior for being so down right now, other than love....
I think its for the better.... Although now, I cannot find a reason to go back to Singapore for.... From I want to go back, to I wasn't sure whether I should go back, to I dun feel like going back, to no reason to go back....
Relationship: teaches me a lot.... although I feel down.... but I dun regret... no regret of starting... if this ending can bring her happiness, then I do not have regret ending it too... no matter how much sorrow it would bring me....
I wish her all the best....
