18 January 2012

Weakling....

Y do I still think of the person who dun love me le.... Y? Y m I so weak??? Can't stand myself.....

A lot of things about her still bothers me..... many many things... 1 of the main thing is on new year's day, I was really down.... She convinced me that she still loves me.... Y does she tell me a lie????

Another thing, She hates people lying to her... yet she does it to other ppl, like my parents, and me.... Y!!! Y does she do it to others????

Yet another thing... Y does she still wants me to show affection for her, when she fell sick??? When she don't love me anymore le???

She's not a bad girl..... but y the things she does portrays her that way??? I dunno if I should listen to her explanation... I can't tell.. what's real, and what's fake..... I cannot tell when she's lying..... She seems really lousy at hiding her emotions. Yet, she can dun feel for me, and do some emotional things..... Was it all an act all along???

Y do I still miss her.... get over her already.... weakling....