I can't get over her.... I dunno how to... She hurts me, but not without a reason I dun understand.... We both aren't happy in the relationship... She's unhappy, for what reason, I do not know.... I am unhappy, for only the reason that I always wasn't good enough for her. I can't change anymore le. It's not by choice that I dun contact her. It's not by choice that I dun care enough for her. I just wanted her to be happy with me, just know that I did try my best. I dun mind if she's too busy to talk to me. I really don't. I just couldn't stand it that she's avoiding me for no reason.
I rmb on New year's eve, We seemed to have got everything straightened out.... But only to be met with more avoidance from her afterward... What did I do wrong? Tell me what I did wrong.. Pls.... dun just avoid me like I'm some monster... If being together doesn't make u happy, nothing will make me happy.... If u closed ur heart on me, nothing I do will ever make u happy.... Nothing I do will be enough... She has closed the door on me, for a reason she never bothered to explain. What is wrong with u? or me? or what things? Y keep lying? Y?
I love her for who she is. Deep down inside, somewhere in there I know that the girl I fell in love with still exists... It's one reason I couldn't get over her, because that girl deep inside didn't allow me to leave her when I left everything I know to come Thailand.... That girl who refused distance to be our barrier.... that girl who asked me for a bottle of sand for her Birthday gift... that girl who I fell for.... that girl who tells me how unique I laughed.... that girl..... Where r u?
