She was out late. I was worried. So I BBM her. She didn't reply. So I called her. Easy enough to understand right?
She on the other hand was out with Fren, met one another at 8. Ate and talked till 10. SHe received a phonecall from me. She says she's still with her frens chit chatting. I said ok. Then I hang up. Didn't want to disturb her conversation. Wanted to hang up straight even, because I know I disturbed them. Didn't even tell her abt bbm. Her frens began to want to end conversation after phonecall. That I didn't want to happen. That's y my phonecall ended so fast, and I apologized when she tell me that her frens felt very awkward after my phonecall. Does she have to continue? Doesn't she noe I was worried?
Its only a few days ago that I met my frens for dinner. I didn't want to spoil the atmosphere or make everyone felt awkward too. But at the same time, I worried that she'll still be waiting. When she called me, hearing her tired, sleepy sound makes my heartache. I made her worried. It wasn't the same for her.
Its not I needed a praise, or anything from her. I din need those. I jus dun think its fair that I have to go through her temper. 担心你不领情我就算了，为和需要发脾气？U r not at fault for making me worried? U r not at fault for making me wait? Why do I get reprimanded? Maybe shalley's husband was getting bored? Maybe jawpin have to go home to his wife and kid? But I was blamed 1st hand, just because I made the phonecall.
I still stupidly feel bad for not waking her up this morning. Stupid. Stupid stupid. 比此都不了解对方就算了。人家还都不尊重你，伤了你的心，没把你的感受放在心上，不把你当成一回事了。还担心她干吗？笨死了。
She dun need a girly bf, I also dun need someone who dun appreciate me, always find fault with me.
即然不喜欢我的这么多东西，连我自己都不知道我还有什么另你喜欢的了。
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