Regretted having given in to her for as long as we've been together. Regretted apologizing at the end of every quarrel we had. I shouldn't have done those things for her. I am nothing like her ex. But still, she had all the reasons to treat me like that. I do not want to care for her le. I hope I pray I could. No man could stand letting his girlfriend or wife go out with someone who she had fallen for before, but I did.
Whoever had been worried for someone and took action, and later on be called as a busybody, does not deserve it. It's not fun to sit and worry. No sorry to make you worry, just next time can you don't call?
I wanted to converse with her, yet I feel weird after yesterday's incident. So talk about her friend. Shouldn't have tried to maintain the conversation. Shouldn't have tried. 2 hands clapping require 2 hands movement. if only 1 hand moved, its called slapping the other hand. Learn it the hard way today.
I swear I shall not try to resolve our issues by giving in anymore. If I do, pray that I get hit by car if I cross the road, hit by lorry if I drive. I swear.
I will never believe in god again. I prayed the way she told me, it's been less than a month and it doesn't work. I tried to prevent by not confronting her. I complained to the blog and let it go. Still does not work. No more praying from me.
