Yeah of course, who would need my advice, everyone smart ppl mah. All she needed to do was tell me that "yeah, we also thought abt that. We doing blah blah blah because blah blah blah." I had to give u my stupid suggestion because u dun say a thing about it mah. How am I to know? And its not like I super gian to know ur Frens stuffs lor. I dun like to gossip lor. I dun do it. What for I want to know? Add to my burden lor. U dun make sense out of all ur statements. Its like everything I told u before, u dun rmb. U dun care. I seem to be more of a pest to u than someone u want to share ur life with. U dunno my frens well too. I also tell u. Even though u act like u know everyone of my Fren.
U have double standards. U treat me the way u dun wan to be treated. Act like a pest in my life but I gotto like it. Now, I only do less than half of what u do and I am getting on ur nerve. U r unfriendly, dun respect elders, rude to my parents, u always think of urself, u lose temper easily, get emotional over the most trivial things, control freak and not willing to give in. Worst of all u always see other ppl wrong. U always correct. But U never hear me complain about u right? Because I accept u for who u r. What abt u?
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect BF for u ok? All girly and everything. Before we got together, I rmb u saying I not sensitive. So I tried. Ended up got called girly.
I dunno. Maybe its because I am stupid and I dun understand u. Maybe its just that u dun want me to understand u. Trying very hard to confuse me with all ur actions. Or maybe u dun even understand urself. So how can u let me understand u? All I need is very simple. Love = respect = cherish. If u had anyone of the 3 listed for me, you would not lose temper at me so easily. You would not set impossible rule for me which u could not even achieve half of it if the rules were to be set for u. You would be scared to lose me, and give in to me occasionally. I am scared of losing u, that's y I gave in most of the time. Now, I can't do it. Because I just dun see my value in ur eyes. Ur pride has more worth than me.
U once said that I dun protect u when my dad say u. Now I understand. I dun need ur dad to say me. U already say me. U dun even protect me from urself. How could I protect u from my dad, when I think he said the correct thing? I'm not saying that I'm happy with what he said. I just dunno how to protect u because what he say is exactly what I fear. Just something I dun dare to say in ur face.
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