After only 3rd day of non contact. I still gave in. She had sore eyes. Which made me pretty upset, worried and happy at the same time. Upset that she didn't take care of herself, or maybe she cried because of what I did. Worried because I really dunno how bad is her eyes. But happy because she cried. Maybe its just my imagination. But I still gave in. Pretty girly huh? Finding out that even if she were to apologize after 3 days would mean nothing anymore. Hence I gave in. Still unhappy. Still sad, but then, I miss her. Dunno how to save myself from these sadness or unhappiness anymore.
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