It was the night before I flew to Singapore. I lost it. Cried like an idiot. Then was she willing to give in. She said "calm down, dun like that. Dun cry"
I dun want to cry no more. I hate it when I cry. I feel very useless. If only she could show me that kind of love without me having to resort to tears.
Envious of everyone who is enjoying their relationship. Envious of ppl who feel loved. Envious of ppl who feel cherished. Envious of her ex who acts like a jerk, but she's willing to give in to. Envious of her frens who she'll worry when they have an issue. Envious of her family, who she always supports. Envious of her new LV bag, which she worry she'll damage.
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