She told me she's not calling me today on her way to work. It's been 4 days since she called me. I'm feeling lonely.
Define spare tire: A status where you are chosen because someone else is not there.
Today, am I a spare tire? I guess from her definition, yes I am.
Yes, I am unhappy, because she did not inform me. In fact I even told myself, that she would call me today, because it's already been the 4th day. She must have felt some guilt. But then, disappointment always and i mean ALWAYS comes at the worst possible timing. She expect me to inform her about everything that's going to happen or not happen, I know why. Because she wants to know. Unexpected happenings which happened and disrupt a habitual activities is not really well received, and it will cause disappointments. Yes I am just a little bit upset. But I surely do not want to quarrel over this. Why make things harder than they already are now?
Maybe I am a spare tire, which always, somehow successfully able to convince her to use me. Maybe ts just because I want to be used. Maybe I just like the user.
But look at the bright side:
I am a spare tire that's frequently used. :)
