26 September 2010

I'm Girl....

Dun understand..... Is asking for a little attention, wanting to see her face deem me a girl? It's not that i care whether u took my photo to see.... It's like i want to see you. I want to see. I dun get to see you much, and asking you for a photo, is it too much?

Yes, I might not sound mature for that, I give you that. But can't a boyfriend have his rights to miss his girlfriend? Can't he just feel like seeing her face? I am not wanting you to see my photos. The purpose of comparing me with the noodles, is to hint you to send me a photos. Although I dunno how it will link to that, but I'm just trying, pushing my luck a little. Since the direct method doesn't work, i try the guilt method. Trying to say you have my photos to look at, but I dun. I just missed you badly. And now, I am deemed a girl for missing you. Should I take this seriously and just stop missing you? stop trying to contact you at all, so that I dun miss you more?

We're not like normal couple who see each other every other day. I know you're camera shy. I know. But the fact is, if you are willing to take a photo and send it to me, I would be really touched cos I know how hard it was for you and you are willing to do it because it's me. You would do it for me last time, when you want to go Taiwan. You had to go through the trouble of taking that picture with camera, put it in your computer and then send me the photo, just so that I know how you dress in Taiwan. Now you have BB and camera on BB is good too. But you are less willing to do it. What does this tell me? I dunno. If you get to read this, then hope you try to figure out.

Dun tell me that you are ashame of your look still, after what we've been through and you still think I care about your look..... If you really think of that, then its really disappointing....