21 September 2010

On my way home today

I drove 160 KMH on the highway. I so feel like wanted to just turn my steering wheel right side so that i can hit the wall. I wanted to see how she'll feel if she lose me.... But i coward out. I just have no courage.

Near my home I need to make a U-turn on the U-turn bridge. I go up the bridge with eye closed. wanted to turn with my eye closed too. But i chickened out again.

I just want to know..... whether what she told me is real. I want to know. Is there other way to see? or do i have to resolve to this?