From 避难者 become a 患难者....
From busy person, become... still busy, in a different way....
From 男朋友 become a ..................... I dunno... I dunno what am I to her now.....
I busy... I not angry with her... I free.. I also not angry.... But y resort to scolding... Y mus talk like that... I dun expect you to talk to me nice, but if we dun mutually respect, then what's the point? what's the point????
It's weird how she can treat someone who she dun like so nice, and treat me like a nuisance... maybe its the opposite... maybe she scared to lose friend, family, but not me....... I cherish her.... I try not to offend her.... but am I being cherished???
Maybe I am being stupid and naive.... Maybe she has a different way... I dunno... all I know is I have feeling of unfairness within.... I felt suck to be me..... 是不是对人好，就会被占便宜？
I dun want to be good... but I cannot bring myself to be evil to her... I really dunno how to please her no more.... maybe I should stop trying..... maybe..... maybe..
