16 November 2011

Dream shattered....

I dreamed.... of having a family of my own. Working hard in the day, going back home in the night, have someone I can confide in, have someone supporting me mentally...... Bring up my kids.... Teach them things... Bring them up, watch them grow...

Sleep in bed with someone to hug on most nights.. Eat with her, sleep with her, live with her... We'll go to her parents house occasionally, visit my parents occasionally.... visit relatives, mine and hers.... Celebrate Chinese new year together.... Going to Qing Ming to tomb sweep together.....

Eat what she cooks for me.... do housework together in our very own house... Wash car together... Go out together, the 2 of us.... With kids sometime...

Its not the status... its the life... its the dream... its the motivation... its the together time... its something of our own... Or maybe now... its my own.... Nobody wants to share it with me.....