Mom is in a meeting... Dad is waiting outside the meeting room. I do not know what's happening. Only know going dinner with aunt doris and her family... Know where to go for dinner... I dunno the time.. Then dad said eating at abt 6+... So must leave at 5+... He called mom on phone but she did not answer... Asked me to knock on the door of the meeting room.... He was outside the meeting room and he did not knock. He want me to knock... Some dad... But right b4 I reached the door, mom saw me and walked out of meeting room. She asked dad eating more important than meeting? She expected meeting to end 6.30... It was only 5.45... Me? Stuck in the middle... Used as knocking door tools.... This time I can't side dad.. I think he's not right too.
The best part is mom asked me to come upstairs to ask dad whether he still want to go eat.... Felt like I was scolded.. Although it also sounded like my dad complaining. I just let him vent his anger.... Kept quiet....
Wondering how they fell in love. Did they just planned a 1 night stand, but married cos mom was pregnant with me? Am I the causes of their trouble? Seem pretty troubling.
I hope we dun quarrel like that next time. Over food, or over pride, or over mian zi. It should be something we share together, even if its eating with other ppl. Let them wait. Apologize to them for coming late or not coming. If we lose pride, its not hers or mine, its ours. And if we no mian zi, then let it be. I'll rmb today till I die. I'll nv put any family member in jeopardy ever. Not my wife, not my kids.
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