I love her.... I dun want her to be in pain... I dun want her to be unhappy.... Yet I feel like I'm the cause of her pain and unhappiness....
I love her.... I want to be with her.... Yet.... I feel like everything is trying to pull us apart.... I'm being pulled apart too.... I feel like a book with pages torn out.... And the pages that are torn away are the pages I want to read.... Which I haven't read....
Want her to come.... Yet scared that she'll suffer when she comes....
A test from god?
I have a haunch.... That she'll b gone again.... I pray I'm wrong.... But... Y the feeling so strong?..
I need assurance again.....
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