Something I had told mom during those hard times.... She was upset....
Exact words were
Me: mom, now (that I'm without her) I feel like I dunno what I'm living for le.... Should anything happen to u both (mom and dad) I think it wouldn't matter if I died then le.....
Mom cried.... She was upset.... She scolded me for not living for myself.... Nor am I loving myself.... Useless person (me).....
I suddenly feel awake.... I'm not loving myself..... Yet I expected ppl around me to love me..... So selfish....
I won't make that mistake again.... I hope u learn from me too....
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