Something I had nv tried before....
I ate dinner with a girl classmate.... Something I had nv dared to try.... I tried to make it as natural and as "friend" as possible... It felt weird.... It feels like she was trying to entertain me... And it felt like I'm trying hard to entertain her too... Its just so weird... But I need to move on.... Its so difficult....
Then I watched a movie alone.... Wanted to watch puss in boots... But it was out... I figured nothing in the world would wait for me.... While I have to wait for everything in the world.... Everything moves on... So should I... Stop being such a woosy....
The experience of watching movie alone was weird... Yet new... For first, I had nv noticed when light were on or off.... Today, I noticed that they off the light, then on again, then its the commercials and previews.... Then off light again when movie plays....
I watched sherlock Holmes 2.... I dun really understand the show.... N I had no one I can ask... That's the bad side of watching movie alone...
Worst Christmas ever..... Merry Christmas.....
They say lovers are meant to be together.... Therefore, Its either lovers may not meant to be together, or we're not lovers...
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