I should be by her side, and the best I can do is give her flowers. Maybe it's just the surprise that she couldn't handle well. Maybe its just because I'm so poor, that she just felt the pinch when I spend on her.... Anw, its something I always wanted to do for her. Either in valentine, or on her birthday. It happened to be valentine. Was really happy when she asked me this morning why I didn't wish her happy valentine. ^^. Tried to hint her whether she'd be unhappy if I can't give her flowers. She gave me a satisfactory answer. Never thought she'd be so against it. She deserve a little pleasent surprise. Didn't mean to shame her. And what better way to prevent single males who have no valentine for today from approaching her, but with flowers in her hand?
Today attempted to go exchange her dad's shoe. The answer I got from the shoe shop was a firm no. Got surrounded by protestors on the way to platinium from central world. They aren't violent, not yellow nor red shirt. Think they were former employees of Maxxis tyre. The company was doing well, but these ppl got layoff. After which, I was surrounded by couples holding flowers everywhere else I go. Envious. Jeolous. Why can't we just have an ordinary relationship or courtship. If possible, I'd fly back to be with her this very day next year.
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