She always see me as this negative man.... Very lazy.... Very good for nothing.... Always find excuse kind of man..... Nothing I say sEems to be important... The only thing important is what she's thinking.....
What does internship mean to me? Its a chance to learn new stuffs. A chance to seek experience. A chance to put what I learn to a test, see how useful are my knowledge really are in the real world. I got an interview with ayudha alliance, which sells insurance. They ask me to apply what sounds like a trainer in Thai, but ask me to write in application form the position of young executive. If its trainer position, maybe I'll learn how to give training and talks. But if they want me to be trainer, then my language ability won't come in use. Because they sell insurance in Thailand. How many trainees really require training in English or Chinese? Then what will I be doing? If its young executive, it sounds like i'll be there to perform clerical duties, in which case I learn nothing. Maybe they might use me to sell insurance to foreign businessman. Which is worst. In any case, it all doesn't sound really promising or rewarding, other than the trainer position. But all she could think of was I trying to make excuse for my laziness.... =_____="..... Dunno what made her think like that....
But in any case, I'm quite sad that she actually wanted me to discard any hope to go back Singapore in june. My chances are really slim with just the summer class le.... With the internship, it would be like impossible.... Haiz... I will go to the interview in Friday morning.... Just see how it goes, but probably will reject the offer if its not trainer job. Must ask about the job scopes.
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