21 February 2011

Feeling down..

A morning conversation turned sour.... Wondering why.... I know I'm full of flaws..... But I dunno why, that it hurts more coming from her mouth than others.... It just felt like she dun understand or couldn't accept me.....

Maybe its just how she is. Maybe that this is her. I know that its not the 1st time, but I think I still need time to get used to.

If I dun get used to her, it felt like I can't accept her for who she is. But at the same time, I feel this way because I feel that she can't accept me for who I am.

Maybe I'm just too disgusting which is why she felt disgusted with my flaws with immediate effect.

Maybe she said something wrong that day which made me misunderstood.

I dunno. I jus noe that I got pissed on and I got to bare with it. I dun want to quarrel. I dun wan to cause quarrel. Its what I prayed for less than a month ago.
No quarrel between us.
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