I know she want me to be responsible for the stupid request. Then what does she want me to say? Sorry? I've said that countless time and it doesn't work.... Should I just take away my manhood? I really dunnoe what she wants.... Tell me what you want.. how you want me to be responsible????
I know it wasn't right for me to request them.... But... What had been done what had been requested and what had been given can't be taken back.... It's not a 30 days money back guarantee... It's not buying an electronics where you have 2 years warranty and could fix them when things go wrong.... Other couples do not have such a problem, but we do..... If you are not willing to give anymore then so be it.... Then dun get angry if I have to sleep on the floor... I am having your best interest at heart when I go sleep on the floor and not share bed with you.... It's not like a thing I can control like my fingers, legs, arms, neck...... It's just not!!!
If I want to sleep on the floor, its to prevent such thing from happening..... It's human nature and I can't control it or change it. I am not gay.... My body can't say no to these. Only my mind can. Only my instinct, my guilt, my feelings, my sensibility and my logics can stop me from saying no..... Even when I say no, my manhood would be up in any case..... I can't control it.....
The most is I try to say no every time. I try to self service when I it's needed..... when I can't do it then too bad....
Regarding the hanging up, I feel that there's no need for you to be so hostile. If I dun hang up, I would lose temper. And if I can't lose temper, I'll feel worse than I already am, which is uncalled for.... We have a problem, and I do not need you to become another of my problem. So I hang up.... If you hate me for that, then fine..... Better than I hate you... Let the incidents be the problem, not an individual. Once the individual become my problem, it will forever be a problem to me. When I hate someone, I hate them forever. So let it be me than you......
