That's what she keeps telling me. It's also why she was upset with me. But the thing is, she don't tell me what I should do or how she want me to handle them. I wasn't being defensive, although I sounded like I am. I wasn't there to defend myself out of trouble. In fact, I know I am in trouble. I just want her to know my thoughts and my action. I also want her to be with me for responsibility. All she could do was blame me all alone. I know and I deserve the blames. But I just dun like it when I have to do them alone when it's our problem. It's not the 1st time. It also happened with the business idea too. Also many little things like planning for holidays and many other small quarrels. When she's not being friendly or courteous with my parents, I am being held responsible for her. When she's not happy with my parents, it's also my responsibility to cheer her up. When her period doesn't come, it went back to my November request, even though its not the 1st time her period was late or anything, but I was on the chopping board. Really wished we could switch identity. Really wish I would be the one with the risk going into abortion, so I would know how she'd handle the situation.
Maybe I am a lousy boyfriend.
