Looking back the past month.....

It's one of those months... where I had nothing to celebrate and nothing good to put into the blog..... my happiest moments were when she answered my phonecall in the morning and when I went shopping.... for her..... The rests are all complaints and complaints..... Having to be strong when she's losing herself... is tired... I never recovered.... I never did anything.... Since her false alarm till today..... Tired... really tired... feel like taking a break.... A break with no problems, no stress, no pressure.......... a break from her, from my parents and from everyone..... long long break......