I should be responsible for everything. I know I should. I am not running away from anything, and the distance doesn't make it any clearer that I'm not running away. The problem right now is not responsibility too. The problem is that whether it's real, whether or not she got pregnant. I dun like this kind of feeling anymore than she does. I am worried about it too. It only made it worse when she tells me she dun need any of my solutions or ideas. She dun even need me. She is putting me through the prison for impregnating her before she can even confirm. She is putting me through everything just like she already went through the abortion. Do I look like the type to play her and discard her? Did I say I will not take responsibility? Am I breaking up with her? I only have her mood in mind. I know she's in a rough time and the only thing I want to do is anger her more. Maybe her hormone has problem maybe she's just easily stressed out. I know, but at a time like this, I am stressed too. I am not feeling any better. Yes she would be going through the knife and everything, but if I could go in her place, I would.