Out of concern and afraid of disappointing her, I told her of my plan to take summer class. I know she naturally would be upset. I try to keep my mind prepared for her any reaction. And unexpectedly she told me she want to go overseas elsewhere. And dunno with who. I am shocked and lost for word. And I can't confirm the schedule yet. But I think she'll be prepared for the worst. She would go travel anyway whether or not I go back Singapore. Natural reaction is silence. I understand its not exactly fair for her to wait for me to confirm. But I can't say that its fair for her to throwaway what little hope I have of visitting her. In any case, its either me or her again. Worst case scenario is I go back Singapore without seeing her. Then I would rather not go back.
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