21 May 2012

Received her mail...

Not sure if she emailed the correct person..... Didn't dare to ask.... scared... shaking when I received the email... probably shaking with fear....

If the email is really for me, I do not know what made you said that..... If its just pity, then don't.... I don't want you to pity me.... Do not pity me....

Or are you just having some problems? You only think of me when you feel troubled..... and having problems..... Once its over, you won't remember me....

I'm really scared..... really really scared.... of the pain..... I should have felt numb... but I don't....

If the email is not for me... I wonder who is it for... Maybe she's moving on.... maybe..