"Why do you fall in love so deeply??? It's only more than 2 years and you are already doing so many stupid things..... What if you guys were married? or been together for more than 10 years, wouldn't you have gone to die??? So what if she's not with you? so what if you don't have someone? worst case is you would grow old and lonely.... no one with you when you are old... By hurting yourselves, you hurt people around you too.... Don't make me sad ok??...."
I guess she's right..... learned a few things from what she said......
1) Love is not everything.....
2) Everyone is selfish..... Mom in her own way only cares about her own feeling..... She don't really wants to know whats on my mind, but I guess its fine.... All my life, I have been living a life mostly for others.... why bother changing now??
3) Mom don't really care if I get married at all..... Not important to her..... I could remain single all my life, and she would not be upset....
I felt happy, that my family still cares about me in times of needs..... Yet felt like..... life is meaningless once they are gone.... I have nothing to live for..... No nephew or niece who needs me to be there for them....
