11 June 2012

Confused feeling...

Felt good to have someone worried about you...... but.... I dunno how to stop people from worrying about me.... Never learnt how.... I hope she would teach me somehow.....

I never had to report anything to anyone.... not sure because everyone trusted me that much.... or because no one really cared about me that much.... I need to make it a habit to report to her... to someone... to everyone.... So that I don't forget.....

Sorry to make her lose sleep...... Sorry to be irresponsible....

Only back together for a few days.... 1st quarrel..... Haiz... Recalled the times that we used to quarrel..... I was rather pissed off then.... because I don't understand..... It felt like she explained better this time.... I know what I did wrong le..... She's really trying hard..... and me??? I only tried to be defensive.....